Welp I am am ok I guess been trying to get all the cars back on te road Marina is having a fit cause her's aint done yet Tiffney's everytime i turn around Roy is saying it needs this now & it needs that now it aint nothing major but just the fact I do not have the money at this time to put into to we put brakes all the way around it yesterday Hub Bareings R going out & Tie roads b4 the car can get alined I tell ya this car is going to be brand new when we get done with it. I have been playing on Pogo alot the passed few days it seems to settle me down when i play a game. I went to bingo again Friday & Sat night hoping to win something to maybe help out but NOOOOOOO I was cased left & right but nothing. Staci went with us last night lol I laughed so hard last night I i could not even think, Regina was there YUCK!! so since staci had never seen her b4 I said there is Regina...staci reply OMG ewwww LOL I said I told ya she was like how old is she I said 45 I think she said O Jeanette she looks like is in her 60's she looks back she said what does Clayton see in her LOL I was like i have no clue...Then she said now all i have to see is Clayton lol I said you might get your wish, Clayton & I have been friends for along time but until him & Regina done what they done to me but staci has never seen him she has heard me speak him alot. Well as the night closed I seen him walk up I hit staci on her leg & she screamed out EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW lol everyone in the bingo hall looked at her LMAO I said Staci she said OMG did I said that loud I was like YEA!!   she was like OMG LOL I was thinking it I never thought it came out @ that point I lost it I could not stop laughing.. We were not sitting that far from them anyway so I know they heard her but ya know O WELL!! I have been depressed all work just things running threw my head & fighting with Roy cause I am so tired of being treated the way he treats me, I hate taking meds but I think i need to go to the doctors & get on some cause I feel myself just wantting to slip in a deep depression I just do not want to get up do anything I just want to sleep & cry all the time. I feel so drained. Roy is always bitching at me for something saying the car is shitty but yet he told he was not helping me find her a car but when I find her one he has done nothing but complain..YOU GOT SCREWED!! this is all I hear out of his mouth you know maybe I did but I fount a car I felt was good enough, but no matter what I do he is always nipping at my heals about something.. I am now finish bitching at AOL cause this stupid shit they have on this 9.0 Grrrrrrrrr I am closing this entry I am going to post on the diet journel now so see ya there

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Hey Now! You was in Very Bad Mooad last night until you started talking to me, remember...little fuckin hairy raindeer looking little bitch?! An it wasn't That Loud...just cause people 3 tables around us started staring at me and your nephew looked at me like I was crazy...Puhlease! At least I didn't finish what I was thinking out loud...lol Jeanette were where your eyes when you was comparing him to something...staring at dog shit??? EWW! OM Girl he wasn't even Bullitt County Cute! He was just, *shudders* EWW! An his eyes Must be in his Balls to think she is good looking OMG she looks older then my Mother-in-Law, and she is 62. An he's only in his 30's? He looks older then Huey...hey now if he,(Huey), can be asked to be in Porn Movie he must look young. LOL I told him that I told you about that he asked why I said because it was funny what you said to the Lady that asked you. About him wanting to know if she was making a comedy...lol Anywho, Imma jump off the journals...Oh I fixed your song but I can't see the video...let me know if it's working for you or not, I may have to go n there and re-do it. Okieday? Can't wait til Bingo today with Jenna...OMG we Got to get her...lol She thinks we're crazy anyway...LOL See ya later Girly.

IF YOU NEED TO TALK YOU KNOW WHERE I AM, DON'T GET TOO STRESSED PLEASE IT IS NOT WORTH IT! P.S. IF YOU GET ANY GOOD DRUGS THAT WORK FOR DEPRESSION LET ME KNOW I HAVE TRIED SOME AND THEY MAKE ME WORSE!